I am posting this here as my next blog entry- it is my response i gave on the Bujin forum on the topic of Sakki.
I would also like to recommend- especially for my students to get a login to the Bujin forum, there is a link to the right for it. ask questions, and share your expieriance!
I don’t ever really feel comfortable talking about my war time expeirience, but i feel it’s necessary for the growth of the people who read this blog. I would like to add that i wish everyone in the military learned our art, i think studying bujinkan can also help prevent PTSD – and correctly prepare an individuals heart and mind for war.
enjoy-
I hope nobody here takes my words the wrong way, and i don’t claim to fully understand everything about Sakkijutsu/ the 5th DAN test, nor am i trying to undermind or demean anyone here but -
how many of you here who have posted on this topic have taken the 5th DAN test?
it looks as though there is alot of anylization going on from everyone’s [u]own perspective [/u]here…
sietan wrote in the being a good uke post; “I have an innate sense of danger.” but then talks about charasmatic people – don’t get confused about sakki and charisma and energy.
Nagato sensei once had a friend along time ago in the army or somthing, anyways they were going to a south american country to teach that contry how to fight. Nagato sensei was asked to go, and he wanted to but he had a vision that said, DANGER! so he did not go, anyhow, the plane crashed and everyone who went died.
maybe now it’s a good time to talk about my own expieriance-
If i had not taken the 5th DAN test when i did, i would be dead.
When i was living in Japan, me and a friend, shihan Carbonaro were told by Nagato to take our godan test, excited about it, we went to a friday night class which we did not regularly attend- the feeling was much different this night. when it came time to take the test i went up sat down, felt like i was going to die, so i looked back and tried to roll -and failed.
No one passed the godan test that night.
the next sunday we went for our godan test again, the feeling was much different- i was sitting with my eyes closed, relaxed – the feeling was more of a gust of wind blowing behind me, i was so relaxed i even breathed out- not of my own accord- but, as if something breathed out for me – my lips even rattled then i was rolling out of the way and passed.
I do believe there are 2 different ways of applying the sakki test. The first is this REAL sakki of the killing intention and the second is excactly as Nagato explained above in a previous post.
I was in the Air force for 8 years as security forces i have extensive law enforcement expierience especially during my 4 yrs in Germany – during that time i have spent about 2 years in Iraq/afganistan etc…So i’ll share a couple stories here-
Once i was at a bar in Kaiserslautern, i was sitting with my friends- of course we were all drunk, having a good time laughing- suddenly someone from behind me threw a glass at the back of my head, my friend told me, “You just stop laughing, froze and then my hand flew up at the side of my head and i had thrown a shuto and broke the glass in the air as it fell to the ground. There was a stupid drunk guy with a bad attitude, i looked back and i stared at him- he froze, got a little scared and put his head down. later his friend came over and apologized- then we drank together and shared some laughs….
While i was in Iraq, during december of 2004 there was a bomb on a military installaion at the chow hall which killed alot of solders, over a period of time parts were snuck into the base by local nationals working there. I was conducting fly away missions back and forth out of qatar at the time, (providing aircraft security and escort prisoners, DV’s etc…) after landing on the base, we had a few ours of free time, so my partner and i went to the chow hall to eat instead of having a ‘box nasty’ from the plane. while we were sitting down eating i felt ill, my partner was talking with some other people at the table, luckily i was in charge of the mission- i had to make him leave, and we whent back to the plane- as soon as we got back to the plane the chow hall exploded. -my only regret was not having some super spider sense to be able to save everyone…
This to me is sakki. and to really good life experiences i would like to share with all of you. I’m not claiming to understand everything about it, but i do know about it first hand. During the time i spent living and training in Japan with chris i think we built this ability to understand this from training with Soke and Nagato- our level of feeling grew to an advanced level during this time- even though we were still beginners in this art- our feeling was at a high level that superseeded our physical ability.
I hope everyone who reads this can understand what i am trying to say here.